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Awareness

Sun Jun 28, 2009, 11:37 PM
I need to spend just a little time ignoring the instinct to be aware of myself.
- When I am having a conversation - I need to stop judging myself every step along the way.. that only makes me say all the wrong things.
- When I allow myself to get self conscious at very inappropriate times (which is all day usually). All the while I know its ridiculous to feel that way but I can't push it off quite enough.
- I need to be more confident in what I think too. I should even be more educated in the things I think about.

- I need to accept the good things I have going on in my life and use them for motivation.
I've already started this and I have began to move forward personally. I'm glad I'm helping myself develop into the person I want to be instead of waiting for it to happen.
The other good things I have I'm starting to appreciate more and more.. like my secondary family in Minnesota and my incredible friends. I have more than three friend circles I adore, and more than one person per group that I feel comfortable opening up to. That is so amazing to me.. I'm very fortunate.
I even managed to sublet my room in the shower and not shower nazi house!
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I also have something that makes me really happy that I don't want to screw up.. It's probably too early(5 weeks) to feel ok posting anything about this here.. I just know that I'm allowing myself to enjoy this relationship, he motivates me and that I am myself with him. That is a fantastic thing in my life right now.

  • Mood: Affection
  • Listening to: 21 Song Sundae
  • Reading: craigslist postings
  • Watching: Venture Bros and Code Geass!!!
  • Playing: Bass trombone - Fundamentals
  • Eating: Spring Rolls
  • Drinking: Merlot and 7up

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  • Current Residence: MN
  • Favourite genre of music: Classical
  • Favourite artist: Min Rho
  • Favourite game: tLoZ
  • Personal Quote: "There's a little destiny in everyone, and a lot of freewill."

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I tagged you in my journal. [link]

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Fellow trombonist! You are a music major, I take it?

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Yessir!

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Awesome! What sort of music major? Education, performance, composition?

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Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but the moments that take our breath away.
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Education and Performance... in Bass Trombone :)

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Dude. That's what I want one day. Or even better, a contrabass. This may end up being long if I keep asking more questions...

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Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but the moments that take our breath away.
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Thank you for the fave on Henna time again!

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Can we get one of these for our house?!?! PLEASE!!!!!!?!?!?!?!

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